Pop star Gwen Stefani has recently opened up about her previous marriage and talked about how she desperately tried to fix her marriage when she realized it was crumbling.
Stefani documented the her split from Gavin Rossdale in one of her new songs and she said "It was devastating. I didn't know what to do. It was a real big secret. I tried everything to fix it".
Then she added "I had already started on a spiritual journey when I got pregnant with Apollo. That was sort of like, 'Wow, really? I'm gonna be blessed with a baby... Now?' That was a miracle. It just started me on this spiritual journey, and thank God it started then, because I was prepared when I had the tragedy. I had that nest of spirituality in me".
The singer admits that having a successful marriage, just like her parents, was one of her dreams.
And she knew that her marriage needed to be fixed when she looked at her parents' relationship.
"I have parents who've been married since high school, who are in love, and they're still in love, I had a perfect example, so it's super tragic for me. My dreams are shattered and I feel so embarrassed about what happened."